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Just finish the second pack of polaroid film this morning.
And its almost the third month I am being here.

Something changed.


早上看到剩下兩張底片，就決定獻給透出陽光的百葉窗簾。
到了美國大概三個月，有些人知道我討厭跟朋友說要如何玩樂這件事，一向如此。

不喜規律、不喜放蕩。

還有冷漠以及一些你聽過的尖銳話。

Overture

My first job, in Taipei, Taiwan.

honestly, It was a really good training of getting understand about the real social life. Some how it was hard to overcome at first, when the reality is not as same as your imagination. I did learn a lot, but I don't belong here. I went to lots of interviews before I decided to work here, I did learn a lot from those interviews, too.

Met lots of managers, talk about what I can do, what they want me to do, what's the purpose of the career.

 I was pretty struggled about working in an animation company as an animation assistant though.

As I mentioned, I don't belong there. I left. I planned to, and they wanted me to. Peace.

I left, one of the most guilty and release moment, its life. I asked myself "why am I here?" everyday, at the time I carried all the empty trash bags to the trash place. walked out from the garage. 

  

Unpredictable life.